i feel terrible.
i just want to write something to make me feel better.
failing that, at least read something.
night.
Alex

togethernotforeverIts hard not to miss you when youre right next door. Every time you open your front door you seem to drift over to me, you fill up all my senses and I have to sleep for days. Letters and postcards all signed in your name, midnight phone calls about nothing, about nonsense, about life. Insomnia is cured with promises of lullabies, but theyre never kept. Just like how I promised to leave you alone.togethernotforever
And with broken promises old dreams start to surface. Of veils and kisses and endless amounts of time to be happy, to be sad. Sundrenched rooms with cats curled up on window seats and the sound of tiny feet on stairs. &


Until something better happensIts only days like these I miss you.Until something better happens
When Im curled up in bed and its too cold to move and I need a pair of arms around me to warm me up from the inside out. When I cant feel my toes and my head is spinning and I need a glass of water and a kiss to help me start the day.
Its only days like these I miss you. When its raining outside and I dont want to go out and I want to watch a trashy movie with someone. When I laugh and turn my face to see your reaction but youre not there and I feel empty and stupid and forget the rest of the movie
Its only days l


Thank youWhere shadows once lay You have put pure life.Thank you
Where eyes seemed grey
You made them glow with life.
Where the garden in my heart Was drowned by bitter tears By what tore me apart. Where now dwelled fears You have planted new seeds. Though planted on a ground of doubts On more beauty the new garden now feeds Since with love now every plant sprouts.
Love now seems so intense. Before it had only been a word's shell But you've given the word a sense. And so very sad is every farewell.
Thanks for wiping my fears away. Thanks for


WrongI can’t get it right can I I just can’t seem to win No matter what I say I’mWrong
Wrong
I don’t know how you Perceive me
I really do
Wonder
I don’t understand The dizzying feeling I get When I’m talking to you I can’t decided
If I like it or not
I’m afraid to speak sometimes I don’t want to say Something wrong I want you to appreciate And enjoy being with me
I need you to want to
Be with me Not just want me
I just can’t get it right Not since you came along I can’t t


missing stickersYou are my ancient rubix cube Every twist of the wrist revealingmissing stickers
A new side of your Colourful personality
As stickers peel off From many years of use I see more of the frigid Plastic hidden beneath
You frustrate me Constantly changing face Infinite turns but Your sides never match
I place you, forgotten In a corner of my closet Only seen again At Spring's first garage sale
I'll make a quick buck Selling you to Some other Unsuspecting fool


This Battle InsideIt’s what I say to my brother When I tuck him into bed It’s what I say to my father When he loses his head It’s what I say to my mother When she needs it insteadThis Battle Inside
It’s a word so strong And it can be broken with ease For only three little letters Separate it from its enemy And the only thing they share Is the positioning of the “e”
This word, so strong Hurts me inside I want to say it, to tell you But my heart denies Telling me I’m still clueless That this feeling lies
And saying it makes me feel Like I’m signin
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When life gives you lemons, write about it.
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Is there a deviation in your or a friend's gallery that you have reason to believe I'll like? Tell me!
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I am a proud staff member of *WordCount. Check it out!
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"Life to the everlasting cat"
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this too shall pass
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