i'm trying really hard, i promise :)
i only really feel comfortable posting this on here because i dont know any of you, and if you cry ATTENTIONSEEKER on me, then I wont be as hurt as I would the people that are around me every day. but the fact is, Ive been going through a really dark period for almost 2 years now, my life literally fell apart, and I just supressed everything, I stopped writing, which I think was my only real emotional outlet, so I guess that didn't help. Anyway, it basically all came to a head about a month, maybe two, ago when it just all got on top of me and I OD'd. I dont think I've fully come to terms with that yet e